It all has to end somewhere,deep in my heart. This is what I know,I can't just hold to fading part of my life. All I wish was,something that can never happen.
I dunno really what to do now,I dont even know if i should stop or move,run or hide.I just feel empty and wanting.Wanting for someone to give me directions. My eyes are close once in awhile,with outstretch arms,waiting for her hand to grab my hand. Let her voice just gently comfort me.But all are just empty dreams that don't mean much anymore,its significance is fading slowly but surely,and when it ends, I will be tenfold more lost then I am now.
It all begin with something that remain in my heart till now, 3 babies. Then it had to end.
I am so stupid. Just wish my Namani comes along,she will make me feel like a somebody even though I am a nobody.(Its kingdom hearts,although they are nobodies,they are just hollow living shells,their love made each other feel like a real human,with feelings and all) When she comes I hope I dun stupidly make a dumb mistake and let her go. I know she is waiting for me,and I know I've been counting stars to find her,but counting stars is not finding her,going out there to the world is. And I know she will be beautiful,cause beauty was never skin deep.
Why the rainbow? Its the sign of new hope. Its something that makes you feel happy when you look at it. A beautiful promise from GOD(Noah's ark,the earth flood for 40 days and nights,and when the water level resided,a rainbow was the sign that GOD promise Noah that the world will never flood again).Its just like the stars at night,but the stars shows us that there is light even in a world full of darkness.And don't diss GOD,he is my lord and redeemer,he is my king! Although I doubt him at times,I always return to his love.If only I could return to hers.So it something to do with the rainbow,show me all the colours,show me all the light.
You're not alone,there is more to this,you can make it out,you will live to tell.Let it play pretty for you.
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Myself,dark and tattered
Name: EMmAnUeL
Age:old
SEX:virgin
