Maybe fate is not here,maybe love has left.
but I'm still here with a rose
so I still believe
Fate can be challenge,stars can be change
all we need is faith
all we do is just believe

how much i wish to know,how you feel about me.
i wonder if you know,that i'm running around in circles
waiting to know.
what if i tell you something,will you stumble away?
what if you faint when you hear it,i'll carry you up
maybe you can see,maybe you know,i don't know
but I'm like tripping on my own feet over you
hope you know it,cause I'm trying to show it
that maybe I have fallen,am falling,and will fall
for you.

I just saw an incredibly awesome blog! Its like jaw-droppin. I mean what the hell so freaking rich, can buy stuff online. I only get the free stuff. sorry emo now. I mean I don't have self confidence,but this is like extremely the opposite lor, Bite fingernail and commit suicide,I mean what!. Argh!!!

NOW!!! to emo-ing. How would I know what to do when I have nothing to do correctly done.So how can I do it right,when all I know is not much. Tonight as I watch the stars and realise I'm just a fragment of a hopeless cause.Why do the things I do,why cry,why study,and why love,but its maybe because of you that make this all worth while.

As tears reside,the remnants of our last cause fades.A day,one day,and we will end this.men,god awaits us in paradise,we fight for love,for freedom,for our people. Lets us end this in glory,ride,ride,RIDE! To hell we ride,and heaven will shall arrive!

Wa! I emo now.Told her that I like her,haha. Then dunno what to do,come back home I listen to saosin-bury your head,seven years,i can tell,lost symphony and play pretty for babies.Ya I love saosin,seriously they are the one the best emo bands I know.haha.*the 'haha' is emo laughter,which goes more like ahhahahaha sob sob sob why does happiness hurt*.ya!NO MORE yaya papaya,haha.

RP swimming pool good,so nice to swim in it in full clothes, wanna join swim club.haha.So everyone emo at the swim club with me.easier to drown.haha.

Orientation was nice,SAS 18 a.k.a fullerton(sorry if I spell wrongly) was a fun group to be in.The games was fun and SAS rock cause we got clubbing.

Ok tired ah,a long day...a emo day and the crying started.

"I Can Tell"-saosin. Betray.The Avalon is always beside me.And I'm following it home Where is my home.Orion glows.And his eyes open up I once believed that I would set you in line If only I had the strength you'd be completely accepting something else.If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to stop it now.If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air.It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you just tell me something.The fluid through the alpha waves and power cables everywhere Exercising self-control The child calls And he lies open I would believe if only I'd been thinking at all If only I had the strength you'd be completely accepting something else.If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to stop it now.If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air.It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you just tell me something.If you keep asking me (keep asking me) keep asking me.If only I had the strength you'd be completely accepting something else.If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to stop it now.If you keep asking me I'll melt away in the summer air.It won't hurt half as much and I'll beg for you just tell me something.You swore Out like my life.You cried So I'm engaged to smile.

saosin rocks! Emo boys like me like them.haha!
wa! so sad ah today. time for depression hour!!!!!I guess she will know I like her leh.like everybody can tell.-_-' hahaha.tired ah.rp has weird class name too,w26l or m,sounds like weapon name.rifle i guess.hope we sheraton will meet up once in awhile. ;p

hopeless lonely emo boy.hurra!! let us run into the swamps.lalalalalalalala!!!!!!

sorry I mad sia.must be the prospect of rp having a swimming pool,hope you catch my drift. ;p
haha.really who wouldn't want a swimming pool.

haha!anyway happy easter! victory on the cross,is the greatest victory in history.Godlike victory.haha!
Happy resurrection day,Jesus!

haha.sorry never blog so long.I think my blog is dead.sadness to extreme.But who the f*ck cares aite? When your an emo loser.haha!Been busy slacking with my ps2.WA!!! shit,no money to buy the bloody ps3.Have to wait for the wedding bells,postponed marriage sucks big time,I mean I've be waiting forever leh.

Wa! miss schooling in m.i. la.All the fun and xiao people there(dedicated to Yixun,especially the xiao part,and stop using map hack).Really miss 06S2.Remember the football hitting the glass and dropping it on the floor beside the cleaner.HAHA!Then playing fisbie in the hall after school and during breaks.Ya!and James' gay stuff.HAha!even miss nick,haha.miss also small tim,amirah,sharifa,chun leng,linus,wei chong and the rest of you people.(tired to name all ah,don't come find me if your name not inside,especially nick,your name inside liao)

Sorry all the sudden I blog so easy to understand lor,got someone request one.Haha!BUT not much people read my blog cause I'm an emo loser.haha!so i don't really care.

anyway rp is ok ah,I mean I kinda wish I was in np(nearer to m.i. and also quite a number of my friends there,including my ex.haha!Dunno why she is included ah,but she is one of the most important person in my life,you know looking back,yup!).anyway,SAS camp was painful for the sleeping part,yeah!itching hard uncomfortable carpet was the way to go.Yeah! and so was excellent planning and wonderful food.Power to the SAS camp coordinators!haha!All my group members were nice people,sheraton 3.(last time I was in orion 3.haha!must be a sign sia!born in march 6 too,3 multiples!!!)Erm,the rest of sheraton had nice people too,also I have a crush on someone in sheraton(won't tell which one ah,after the person read this might know),Won't tell your who too unless you ask!(really hope she likes me,if not i'll cry like an emo baby)anyway all of it was fun,but moshing was too short,ghost were too dark and slime was made of green apple dye(found the dye bottle on the floor).

Damn,then acted as a Roman soldier torturing Jesus on Good friday.So sad right?I act as the bad one.haha!Because of me he was nailed to the cross.Man I feel so evil.maybe I post the vid on youtube soon la.

Before I go must leave with a grand ending,to keep my blog alive or most probably ressurrect it from the dead,its easter anyway.

"Sons of Gondor of Rohan,my brothers,I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me.A day may come when the courage of men fails, when we forsake our friends and break all bonds of fellowship, but it is not this day.An hour of woes and shattered shields, when the age of men comes crashing down! But it is not this day!This day we fight!By all that you hold dear on this good Earth, I bid you stand, Men of the West!"Aragorn
one of the most beautiful battle speech ever,from one of the greatest movie ever.